Thanks so much, Heather. All is well and the experience was actually a priceless one, one I wouldn't change for anything, except the worry it caused my family and friends.
Basically, I went off on an extraordinary spiritual high - due at least in part, I'm pretty sure, to the stimulent medication I've been taking for several years that masks lower energies in my psyche. I was in such a state of peace and complete fearlessness that I stopped taking the medication altogether. I continued to feel peaceful and joyful for several days with extraordinary revelations and experiences and love beyond anything I can describe.
But sometimes what goes up, comes down abruptly - especially when the brain suddenly isn't getting the chemical it has become reliant on.
So I plummeted into a sudden world of illusion and in that state, literally stared face to face at my Ultimate Nightmares. I lived for about 12 hours of intense suffering and intense fear before I realised that it was just a psychotic episode and I was in the North Sydney High Dependency Ward (Maximum Lock Up!)
I stayed there for about a week, meeting beautiful people and coming off the medication I'm been wanting to come off for years. Now I'm home and feeling fantastic.
Hope all is going well.
Graeme
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