"It felt as if the whole universe was pulsating with limitless love. It felt as if I was dissolving into this love and becoming one with the universe. It felt as if the world had become a wonderland. It felt like I’d been given the most amazing surprise. And yet it also felt as if I’d remembered something I’d always secretly known." Tim Freke
During 2013 and 2014, I was regularly transported into an experience of boundless, sublime love. If often happened while I was mindfully listening to beautiful music. Suddenly I would find myself suffused with love. Love for God. Love for Life. Love for the world. Love for everyone and everything. Sometimes the love would feel so vast that I feared I wouldn't be able to contain it and my heart would burst into a million pieces. Other times it would feel infinitely peaceful yet unfathomably deep. Usually it would be accompanied by an almost orgasmic emotional release and beautiful crying.
I had never experienced love life this before and after a life time of numbing my emotions, it felt like the most priceless thing I had ever experienced. It felt like I had won the lottery. The love literally transformed me. It was indescribably healing. It felt like the presence of God. It opened my eyes to the exquisite benevolence of the universe and the fact that underneath it all, All is Well. It created the intense desire in me to surrender to Life and do Life's will.
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