Challenges (London years: 2000 - 2003)

Finances

• Head in sand re finances
• Bewailing Euro

Siegelgale

• General anxiety that I'm not good enough
• Make promise in performance review - then fear not living up to that
• Hapoalim flash site
• Hapoalim presentation to board (pretend to be ill)
• Long hours, go in on weekends, Mary Ann sees me looking ill
• Hapolaim site audit (invent accident)
• Presentation of strategy to Hapoalim - not prepared and it's noticed
• The end at Siegelgale with Old Mutual brand audit coming (invent New York)

Volvo.com

• First volvo.com meeting: little disagreement with Sharon, realise Matt highly strung

Out of work

• UK unemployed - despair in mornings
• Going to interview while dreading working again
• Paintball martialling: $5 an hour, run in with girl
• Trying to avoid Siegelgale people

Tour-leading

• Initial anxiety when started tour-leading: Resign after few weeks
• Lose all my information on PSION
• Egypt: Forget to fax form ahead of arriving
• Forget to tell group to pack ahead of desert night
• A couple of complaints: forge the feedback forms
• Bladder infection in Turkey on 2nd trip
• Diarrhea in Egypt on final tour